I am reading a really inspirational book. This book is called Crossing The Unknown Sea Work As A pilgrimage Of Identity By David Whyte. He is speaking to a population of people whom are tired, worn out and un – inspired by thier work. Through his work he intertwines a poetic vision of a world where our inspiration grows into and out of work.
For me I have been engaged in this dance for sometime. On the train ofF the train. Riding Emplyoment Insurance, to starting my own business, shoveling dirt for dirty wages, being a casual support worker, and dabbling in private mentoring contracts.
I have arrived in a sticky place. No steady work, alot of ideas, and bills to pay. So with one leg in a vision of work that contributes to my well – being and my other leg in groveling to cover basic needs. So a part of me squanders aimlessly through adds with this ancient fear in me, a fear that follows me like a lost hungry dog. The other part of me loses all hope, gets tired of swimming upstream, lays me down on my knees, praying to the heavens to open doors into worlds I have not met.
Where will I find myself? Shoveling dirt and cleaning toilets for minimum wage? Or engaged in dynamic, well paying jobs that serve myself and the larger community?
Those of you that know me know that I am dedicated to being of service and dedicated to cultivating joy, compassion, and change. And in order to accomplish that, my roots have to be strong, nourished and supported. How does one find that balance in thier lives. I see it all around me a whole culture of people trying to find some Grace in work that takes up the larger part of our days. What have you done, what are you doing to grow into your work?
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Thanks for writing this, Matt. I was going to write a reply (beyond this one) but it got too big and I’m going to publish it on my own blog or maybe write a book or post to Reality Sandwich or something. Maybe I’ll erase it but I’d like it to get to the masses. Thinking about it I’m getting freaked out about losing it from my computer and I kind of want you to see it in case the publishing takes a long time so maybe I’ll email it to you as it’s currently written (if I can find your email) so you can hang on to it. I plan to publish it myself so just hang on to it and keep it safe, thanks.